The Start of the End.

I guess I need a plan. I plan to win my wants and desires... I have no clue where to begin... well I have a little one but I don't know exactly what I want. So I am trying to figure this out give me a few days and I'll see what I can come up with.

Another...

Health,

I am young... and I have let myself go. Yes this may be stupid to others.... but I m almost at the overweight level at 21. And this makes me sick... so I know I need this one to be up there....

Sigh

Another Item...

Another thing...

Freedom.

Is it wrong I feel this way. I feel guilty but at the same time I don't think it's wrong to want something I cheerish so dearly to my heart... and threw away so quickly. I don't know what to do. Well I know what I should do... but the real question is... can I do it? I'm unsure about this one but in order for future plans to succeed freedom is a key element.

Sigh

Hmmm....

On my list...

Travel...

I really want it so badly I want to visit everywhere and meet all the people and have a good time doing it... I ache with the pain of feeling trapped in a repeating circle and I want to get away from it...

SO travel is a high priority...

A Big Change A New Life

I've decided after months of thinking about it. It's time for a change. This change isn't going to just change my life but a few others around me. I feel bad in a way. But at the same I reconize that life is way to short to be living it for other people. I have a few goals in my life. That I feel have been with me the majority of my life. In any case, I have made decisions in my life that I am not proud of, that have led me to where I am now. I am lucky to be young enough to correct a lot of my mistakes . In the near future I will be posting a list of everything I want from my life in all aspects on here. And I will then document the process I take to get where I want to go. Hopefully soon, I will feel good on the inside aswell as the outside...